God made it!

who's thinking about you now?
If you were building a wall, who would tear it all down and pull you through?
Who's thinking about you?
Who'd care enough to send you flowers, that you could call at all hours,
And give your love to?
Somebody must believe if they could see what I see
If they haven't, well they will
Baby they all will

Just when you suspect that life couldn't get no harder, something comes
Along and makes your dark day darker
The weight of it all falls on you
Who will be the one to listen when it's time to listen?
Who will be the one to miss you when you've gone missing?
Well, I do.
Do I qualify, qualify, qualify, qualify, qualify?

(Who's Thinking About You Now? - Jason Mraz)

inget bener, lagu ini yang mewarnai hari-hari sebelum :

"I feel like starting something.
I feel like calling off the day to be with you"

feel soo gratefull..
saat aku dan dia mulai memutuskan untuk menjadi satu, 
Allah menggabungkan pecahan-pecahan peristiwa jadi benar-benar bulat utuh saat hari H itu.
Pernikahan.
tidak dengan cara yang selalu sempurna di setiap detailnya,
tidak dengan cara yang selalu mudah di setiap tahapannya,
tidak selalu dengan hal menyenangkan yang diharapkan.

namun,
dari setiap doa,
air mata permintaan,
keyakinan,
kegelisahan,
susahnya hati,
dan setiap usaha yang pernah ada,

terselip kalimat : "nanti kita tinggal mengenang semua ini sambil tersenyum"

God made it!

happy 121 days myhusband :)

our thanks in every single second, dear Allah.